Courage Under Fire

She had so much love to give,
But his heart didn’t have room for all of it.
She feigned courage, 
and loved him anyway. 

#TheRadDollWriting

Flashback

Heartache 101

The most devastating, life crushing pain often come from the people we value the most. 

But when it comes, let it.
It’s proof that you know how to love.

#theRaddollWriting

Sorry, Not Sorry

Never feel sorry for leaving,
When he never really made you feel the need to stay. 

Never feel sorry for leaving,
When there’s no more trust left to give.

Never feel sorry for leaving,
When he did the first move to push you away.

There’s really no need to feel sorry for leaving.

You can’t even make up a reason to be there anyway.

#TheRadDollWriting

Counterfeit Life

Aren’t we all just struggling to exist in this world plagued with double standards and vomit-inducing charlatans?

Who in this world has never feigned strength even once?

Who in this world is completely.., utterly fearless?

Who in this world doesn’t ever flinch at the mere idea of rejection and pain?

Who in this world has never had to will themselves off their own darkness to live another day of this simulated fakery of a life?

Nobody.

At one point in this life, everybody had to pretend.

It is what it is.

Sometimes, we just have to live off the fact that indulging in the pretense of bravery whilst actually being torn down inside, is the only way to existence.

 
-Rad Doll writing, #JustLive

“Hope is the espresso of life.”

#Theraddoll 
#justLive

Minefield

“Life is like a minefield. You tiptoe on it and hope that every step you make, and opportunities you take, won’t blow up on your face.”

 #theraddoll
#justLive

Healing

“How do you fix a broken heart?”

Cliche. I know. Still, many of us seriously wonder about the answer to this not so infinitesimal question of our time.

The truth is, there’s no way to fully fix an already broken heart. It heals.. Yes, it does. We’ll heal. We’ll probably be still breathing after everything. But the cracks will always be there and there’s no hiding it. The once bleeding cut will eventually turn into scars. Scars that will transform us into a whole new being… a whole new life.

There’s no way to fix a broken heart. We must understand that. We can only live through the brokenness and survive the pain.. But we can never really erase the trace of loneliness nor cancel out all the heartaches. We can never really put everything back into what it was before all the pain had set in. Someday, somehow everything will end but there will always be fragments of the pain that lingers. There will always be remnants of the memories-good and bad. And there’ll be no way of erasing every bit of it.

We can heal from the pain. We can go back to being functional again. But we will never be the same.

Not all things in this world can be truly mended.

Certainly not a broken heart.

It can’t be fixed, but It can heal.

We can heal.

#TheRaddoll #JustLive

Trust Issues

“You can never fully know someone. Someday Somehow they’re bound to screw you over. This is why many have trust issues.”

#theraddoll #justLive

“It’s surprising how we always fail to notice that there’s so much to gain in every loss.”

#theraddoll #JustLive